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Wednesday, October 12, 2011

Am i suppose to be understanding?
The hurt is just overwhelming.
I'm sorry if i'm being rude but i simply can't take it.
Why i your attitude like this?
I learn to forgive and forget and that is what i have been doing.
However, i can't stand the look on your face.
It's just something that i tolerated too long.
Today, i finally burst into tears.
I was not supposed to be at fault.
You are suppose to handle your own things.
If you do not want people to call you, why don't you disconnect the telephone line?
I know it's a sin that i'm feeling like this towards you.
But to me, i'm not wrong here.
I hate it when you threatens,
When you show your anger,
when you complain to others,
when you made my name rusty.
Don't blame me if i've muted myself towards you.
Don't blame me if i've turned myself against you.
Don't blame me if it's hard for me to show my emotions towards you.
And don't blame me for this, i simply don't like you.
If i could say i hate you, i would.
But to me, hate is too strong.
No matter what, you're an elder and i shall respect that.
but tbh, you don't deserve it at all.
I'm sorry. But i'll continue being like this.