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Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Hey guys, i'm back. Just so you know i nearly deleted this blog.
But nvm, heckcare.
When i feel like updating, i will.

So the story goes like this,
It's been a while since i forgot someone.
Now, i think i'm liking someone.
I tried to restrain myself but i cant.
How?
Whatsmore this person is someone that i have not met for years.
Long years.
It's like invincible feelings.
We contacted not long ago.
Sweet talks!
That made me like him.
I hate sweet talks. I just wonder if it's sincere or not.
Crap! Seriously sweet talks coming from him made me betray myself.
I think it's wrong to like him.
It'll be extremely weird.
Should i not expect much?
But i always want to see his text message coming in.
Pop in front of my screen.
I want to talk to him.
But i cant.
He's always fading, clear, fading, clear.
We contacted a few months ago.
Stop contacting.
Contacted yesterday.
Aint replying today.
So how?
I wonder if he's playing.
I hope not.
I don't want to be hurt anymore.
Life is just not fair for me in terms of feelings.
I just want to feel impotant and i havent got to feel.
I aint desperate but lonely.
His messages made me throw all the above away.
But when he fades, i kept waiting.
Then again i made the first move.
He said to text him anytime i want, he'll reply.
But so far havent.
He said to call him if he never reply.
But what's the point?
It'll make it seems like i want your full attention on me.
No, i'm not going that way.
I just want it to be normal.
Then you text me, we no longer use KA.
We're using IU.
What does this means?
Is it just a normal conver with IU or something else?
I'm confuse.
I simply wished that you're not playing with me.
I don't want to get hurt.
The feeling is just unbearable.
I went through once and i had enough.
Though i smiled, i was sad.
I told you before about my love life.
U told me u understand.
I wish you show me u understand.
Just tell me you're not playing then i'll be happy enough.
I don't expect much.

If you're not playing, tell me you're not joking either